Ya okay like Belle has said I went mia for about 5 days since I got my new computer ... There was an issue with connecting to the internet but my dear fixed it lolx... *although he's been using it ever since and I only used it once!!! >.< *

But well it doesnt matter because although the screen is freakishly big for a laptop and the graphics are top-class, I'm not used to the key board and I keep making mistakes. Well I always do anyway hahaha.

Poor thing his maternal granddad passed away this week... So since Monday he has been at the funeral.. I've never ever been to a funeral before and my only experience was my great-grandma's passing when I was in primary school and I only like spent 5 mins at the few-day-long funeral. I didn't know what it was like to lose family so I totally disregarded the funeral.

I gave harsh replies when he asked if I could go pay my respects. I said things like, "for what" and "don't want". In the end one the second day things became so bad between us that we got into a row and that's when I realised that I was being a jerk.

I skipped class on Tuesday to go with him and well, I enjoyed myself. I got to see a funeral and how the buddhist did it. I met most of his family.

On the third day he was supposed to stay over so I went with him. We stayed from 3pm to 9pm in the end cuz he could go home and come back early next morning.

I realised that actually instead of the worst match for me, Chris is the best match for me. No one except him could love my enough to stand my tantrums and childishness that show sometimes.

Getting sick of this skin already =/